Songs Expressions

I love music! I play the violin, i am teaching myself how to play the piano and guitar. Harder then you think. Alright, i believe my feelings are mostly expressed through songs. I write.. wait no. I can dream, right? haha So this song right now *For Good* From Wicked expresses my feelings about my best friends. *Breakeven* is a more extended part of my "love" life. But music is something i can listen to and love. When i have a group of friends that i feel comfortable with i kinda "dedicate" a song as our song. Maybe from a movie or something. But it reminds me that i like this group of friends. Friends fit into everything. Life. School. Everything. No friends... don't feel comfortable, am i correcT? ya i guess.
"Only Hope" by Mandy Moore is a great song. I love A Walk to Remember. It is a great romantic movie. And the song is a peaceful song i like to listen to. Just to give me some courage. I am not going to give up! On Anything!! Now i know that giving up is like letting something die right before your eyes. You could've done something. Music is life...

Tres Amigos!

Alright. HELLO!!! haha not too long i see. Yesturday I hung out with Raquel Watts and Kaitlyn Miller. Best night in a long time! We walked down to Carls Jr. (With theor new CHRISTMAS decorations up!) and got Milk Shakes. They were soooo good! Then we were the only ones there so the employees were listening to our conversation about Porter. We always get caught talking about Porter, and that group. We were there for an hour then left to Porters neighborhood. We found out he was at Braxtons and we were spying on them. Yes we are the ultimate stalkers... They caught us and we trying to shoot us with beebe guns. They missed!! We were walknig around and found the perfect grass for... drum roll please... tumbling!!!!! Ya, i can do absolutely nothing! And Kell's just over there doing round off, back handspring, back tuck. And Kait doing round off, back handspring. I did a cartwheel :) Yup, i am amazing! We stood hanging out at this corner for two hours and them watching us the whole time... or so we thought. And now we have a theme song.
Do a little dance..... Make a little love.... Get down tonight!!!!

And there it is. After two hours we walked back up to Kaitlyns and baked cookies!! Then we Went ringing and running. We delievered cookies to Jon Edmonds... Braxton Nyborg, and Porter Yates. Haha it was a GREAT night!! I Love Kait and Kell!!
Till the next blog..
~ Bee <3

Friends...

Some friends are different. In a way that is good or bad. In my case right now, they involve boys. Can't boys just stay out of it?? So these problems are them thinking i did something ( not bad ) like rumors and such and them and this guy they are hung up on. So the first one, we were really close. It was her and 2 others, 4 peas in a pod. I was talking to her on facebook and... thats where it went bad. I didn't do anything, It was just the rumors she heard... about me. So She was mad for an hour, and then she deleted me as a friend on facebook (whoop-di-doo) and i blocked her because of the emails she had sent me. Then she expressed her feelings, i didn't get to say any of mine. And then she said we could be buds, but not best buds. To be honest, i wouldnt really want to be friends with her if she gets that mad in one hour. But, hey, what are you gunna go? So we don't talk, she gets to hang out with the guy. SO her life is all good, right? right. But mine is, right? Wrong. Another friend is now mad at me for apparently telling her friends that she is a brat and the guy she likes likes me. Haha.. no! I didn't do any of that. Again.. The rumors they believe. But it has been two days and not a word out of her. Unlike the other one would call me any bad name she could find. Have you had these problems? This is like my life. My "Best friends" lie to me, it's getting hard to tell who my real friends are. I feel different, like ive changed. And maybe I have. Maybe I havent but i know one thing. I have a super power. And guess what it is? Invisibility...